Hi Jamie. I don't know exactly how to start this But I am hoping this finds you well. Over the little time we've known eachother I have grown a strong liking to you. I'm sure you know that Already don't you? You're such a Beautiful person. You are just everything I've ever dreamed of. I've never made a website like this before so bare with me. I love you more than my own words can express to you. I try my best to keep it together when we speak, sometimes It's hard because I truly just want to know everything about you. Is that too much to say? I am going to also put a lot of things on here that remind me of you. I wanted to send you this for your birthday since It's so soon, But I don't know If I can help myself. I am going to try and put a few different things on here that reminds me of you, or us together.

In all honesty, I am nervous to send this to you. I am not great with this site, but I'm trying. I've been working, scraping, and doing so much with it I think it looks okay now. I hope you think so? I am so head over heels for you. I am sorry sometimes I am anxious to talk, You make me feel so shy. Yet, I Feel so alive and real with you. I appreciate you more than can i say at this moment. I appreciate you getting into RDR for me. I could talk about you for the rest of my life. We have scratched the surface of knowing eachother. But I feel a deep connection with you, You've stuck your hand in my chest and Touched my heart. Thank you. You sweet boy. My everything, Jamie.

Besides John and Javier, obviously, I think we are like Younger Dutch and Hosea. I am so excited for you to play RDR2. You indulge in me in everyway possible. I am so anxious to send you this, I hold you in my heart, I hold you closer then anything That I have ever loved. The way you make me feel, the effort i try to put into you. It's unreal to me. You are the kindest, most lovely person I know. If I could I'd show you everywhere I've been. I think about Traveling with you a lot. You deserve nothing but the best. I hope i can offer you that, I am the worst when It comes to these things because I worry far too much. I care for you so much It hurt's I feel such a deep sense of yearning and longing for you. Only you, Just you. I wish i could show you around my stupid broken small town. Despite It's flaws, and I don't live anywhere fancy. I'd be happy to show you my favorite places. I am hoping I can do more then this for your birthday. I am honestly probably sending you this early If you're reading this before the 23rd. Yeah, sorry I told you I am not good with secrets.

I never want you to ever feel like I dislike you, or anything like that. Truth be told, I am always thinking of you. Everything I see reminds me of you. I feel sick to my stomach, in such a good way. I don't mean that in a bad way. I get so shy, It make's me sick. I feel like I get all red, I feel like I blush everytime we talk. Is that corny? I hope not. Even if it was, it comes from my heart. All of this really does. I promise in all ways possible I love you. I hope that's okay To say to you. I am happy with you, I was meant to meet you. My beautiful boy. <3

Something that remind me of you are below. I'm sorry if anything ends up broken, images, or gifs Let me know if so! I am adding a lot more then this overtime.